Well, 7 more days before i officially "FLY". Did shopping today and came back home. And now, I'm typing my life in here -.-"
Perhaps I'm like gonna study at home later; Physic and Cognitive.:D




I had a weird feeling, i know i still like her a lot, but then, I'm starting to have doubts, i feel that she like another guy alr.. i don't know, i just wanna know if i have that chance, so what if i am not a good looking guy, so what if I'm not so smart after all, so what if that guy is able to make you happy; i don;t know..i hate this feeling inside me.. Although everyone says that i have a chance to be with her, i still think that there is a barrier b/w me and her...

I'm mood less now....whatever..~~

Hi and bye!

A Sad Day

UT3 for math is like 12 hours away and im here typing my blog... wth la..
gotta destress a bit you see.. well life is GREAT, why? well because of all the happenings coming soon i guess..

And i finaly like catch a movie like after a few months.. which is G.I Joe, which was cool..

well have being slacking at home for the past few days. and now im like doing PQ for math but all are not going into my mind.. BUT KUDOs to ppl who have finish revising..





No Matter What Happens, Im Gonna Let It Go.. Good Bye..those Precious memories.....

Left Hanging Alone

Uts these days are driving me crazy. but manage to smoke throught all 3 at the moment. Left with 2 more UTs to go! GAMBATEH everyone!:)

Today morning met, yoges, XL, Bernice go buy breakfast, then met abigail in the library. Ate and headed to class.... i was not feeling that well, so i kept quiet whole day and was quiet blur....
Today's UT was like.... ARGH... but after UT, went to watch G.I.Joe. A very nice movie for me, especially the wepons..:)

headed home after that and thought of a lot of things in the bus..
ohwells...

Two Person From Two Different World

Its the last problem statement for enterprise alr.. UT 3 is coming soon..ohwells...
Today was a fine day and everything was normal, just that someone unexpected came to my group. other than that, nth else... enterprise today was boring and i didn't do much. went to causeway to buy cake for XL birthday celeberation. Had IG in the afternoon, which was kind of kan chiong, coz technian did not set up at the correct timing, hence causing everything to be delayed.
after IG went to study with XL, SL, Ber and ahbee...stayed till like 8.45pm..

i was feeling kind of confused with many thing going throught my mind. but i would only like to confirm one thing, that is, do i have the chance?

Should i or should i not?

i dun know, but i feel that this is getting a little vague, im unclear of many thing, but i do not know how. being having IG for like argh... ohwells... haha..
Really need to thank Ronald for taking the mouse for me after like 1 month and jing hao for letting me have the mouseXD. i dun know if i am able to be with her... my friends asked me this question,'jingkai, after you change class, would you still like her?, would be still take the time off to sms her?'i paused and throught for a moment, but i didn't reply them. In my mind i was like thinking, do i have the chance to really be with her? on the other hand, i thought if i would have the time to spend with her if we really work out? with bayers, IG, NEA etc, would i really have the time? what if we didn;t work out? what shld i do next?.... i dun know... seriously... but i doubt so that this would really happen la...althought this is my first time(stupid me), i really do not know what step to take...:/
i also begin to have weird feelings that she likes another guy, which i am positive about, but who is it, i really do not know... and these few days, im like tonguetied...

ohwells, i feel that i shld concentrate more towards my studies now.. and i feel like skipping enterprise to study in the library 2moro.... sianz...

sku was fine today, just that i somehow screwed up the ppt and some part of congtive, but nevertheless we were able to finish it, not on time, but ready to present as the 3rd team. IG today was fun, but i screwed up again as usual, so many people flooding in was a scary one indeed.
last run of the IG again 2moro and yeah, happy birthday to XL, we celebrating in advance for her:P

worried..

haven being blogging for quite a few days... even since i came back from camp, theres a lot of things to be done... and many worrying problems has also occured.
the funny thing is, somehow its interlinked, but i dun know how to solve all these problems... really...

Somehow, i dun know whats going through her mind...shes kind of feeling low lately... i can feel it...i really dun know whats going on with her... am i stressing her somehow? or is it some other stuff thats worrying her... i wish i can help her... but i fear thw worst is gonna happen:/

school's starting 2moro again... after the weekends...ohwell.. i kinda miss the class too, just that we are gonna path our own path soon... argh... i hate this feeling of pathing... and IG is so so so gonna kill me.... with me as OIC of Eco flea market logistic... and im meeting NEA to discuss my project...


P.S: dun keep it from me... tell me, perhaps im able to help.